My Path;
Nursing?
Oh well, countless thoughts that run through my mind ever since my O's level result is out till i started my school over at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Dilemma, nursing or no?
I certainly don't hate nursing at all, i know it's gonna be rewarding and endless path which you will not find yourself stuck in the middle of nowhere. This nursing certificate definitely bring you somewhere bright.
Once again, NO! i don't deem nursing as something easy, something that anyone can look down on. I feel the passion that will grow within me few months down the road, given that im someone whom get emotionally touched so easily. Because i understand nursing is not just a steel rice bowl, it is actually more than that. Putting it in that way that, i remember well, during the times when my granny is admitted into the hospital, without the help of these healthcare teams, life would be much harder for my granny, my family members, even my siblings and me would be greatly affected.
Dilemma, nursing or no?
I certainly don't hate nursing at all, i know it's gonna be rewarding and endless path which you will not find yourself stuck in the middle of nowhere. This nursing certificate definitely bring you somewhere bright.
Once again, NO! i don't deem nursing as something easy, something that anyone can look down on. I feel the passion that will grow within me few months down the road, given that im someone whom get emotionally touched so easily. Because i understand nursing is not just a steel rice bowl, it is actually more than that. Putting it in that way that, i remember well, during the times when my granny is admitted into the hospital, without the help of these healthcare teams, life would be much harder for my granny, my family members, even my siblings and me would be greatly affected.
Hats off to nurses that take up nursing because of passion.
Yet, the reason why im struggling was yet to be understand. I have supportive reasons to fend those negative thoughts off and i believe three years down the road i will not be dragging myself for everything related to my course. Other than having to wake up early though..
Yet i can sense a part of me refusing the fact that im in nursing or my future is something related to that. Just a part of me, a feeling, a thought that i cannot avoid and i do not wish to avoid. I fear that it may turn out to be what Little Prince had encountered, "a baobab tree". In that book, baobab is like a habit, a bad one. So if you did not get rid of it when it started small, you will have a hard time or unlikely for you to get rid of it. A baobab grow fast and it's gonna be huge. If its really starting to grow... and i avoided it, i fear it's existence would one day engulfed the whole of me. It's definitely something i hope to get rid of soon.
Maybe the day when i get rid of it, its the day i will annonce my course on the social network. Well, it really doesnt seems to matter if its on the FB, but give it a second thought, will you like to show something you are proud of to everyone? I certainly will, one day, be proud of my course. Just that i need time to adjust. To those that deem nursing as easy, deem it as only ppl who did not manage to get into a better course. I truly hope that one day they will learnt that, even with good results, without the fire burning, there's nothing in store for you if you are in nursing. When every single student graduated with that diploma in nursing, thats the point where everyone's passion are burning brightly.
Yet, the reason why im struggling was yet to be understand. I have supportive reasons to fend those negative thoughts off and i believe three years down the road i will not be dragging myself for everything related to my course. Other than having to wake up early though..
Yet i can sense a part of me refusing the fact that im in nursing or my future is something related to that. Just a part of me, a feeling, a thought that i cannot avoid and i do not wish to avoid. I fear that it may turn out to be what Little Prince had encountered, "a baobab tree". In that book, baobab is like a habit, a bad one. So if you did not get rid of it when it started small, you will have a hard time or unlikely for you to get rid of it. A baobab grow fast and it's gonna be huge. If its really starting to grow... and i avoided it, i fear it's existence would one day engulfed the whole of me. It's definitely something i hope to get rid of soon.
Maybe the day when i get rid of it, its the day i will annonce my course on the social network. Well, it really doesnt seems to matter if its on the FB, but give it a second thought, will you like to show something you are proud of to everyone? I certainly will, one day, be proud of my course. Just that i need time to adjust. To those that deem nursing as easy, deem it as only ppl who did not manage to get into a better course. I truly hope that one day they will learnt that, even with good results, without the fire burning, there's nothing in store for you if you are in nursing. When every single student graduated with that diploma in nursing, thats the point where everyone's passion are burning brightly.
