Like Always...
Sometimes i wonder, am i the only one, waiting for the impossible.
Yest. was really a tiring day though, slept at three plus four and i woke up at six plus to pay my grandpa a visit in the cemetry. Since i have shifted, the trip there was.. well pretty much closer. Its like a ten mins drive away. Glad that the weather on the day itself and the day before was dry. Therefore the greens there aint like muddy or watery. So its quite a pleasent trip. What did surprised me was there is this van over there which is selling drinks! Its quite a rare chance to see that, and i wondered, will he earn alot like that? But it comes to a conclusion that, no he's not going to earn alot, because the visit there is short enough for "nowadays vistor" and provided, no adult actually brought their younger generation like my mum did though. So chances are, its not that profitable.
So i do have some plan for my new life in polytechnic, yet because of little determination in me, i at times wonder will it be something impossible to carry out with. I have long and yearn for a more packed-up life as i love feeling busy always! But im always stuck in dilemma that whether a picking a sport CCA will be wise as my course would require much committment. I simply do not wish to divert necessary attention to other area of interest instead of studies(which is rather important at this point of time)
At some point of times, i envy my friends' life! They seems so carefree and have plenty of times to enjoy their life in poly or even JC. While im here, going to strive for a brighter future in order to be ready to provide a better life for my family members. Let alone having to support my sister for her future studies in the future. Everything seems to be hard to achieve, and i felt that im always an underachiever. Oh my, life ahead would be so stress.
But i will no deny that, without this life of mine, i will not be who i am now. Everything may seems difficult, yet i believe what i learnt from all that will be far more worth it. So why compare? since at the end of the day, life will be fair in either ways.
Having the urge to talk about Katy Perry's Part of me, inspiring enough and it speaks what's on my mind. Seeing that she have cut her hair in the mv and join the US Marines seriously makes me boiled with passion. How i wish i can be like her. And i told myself, one day i will have my hair snip off, and enjoy my life as a hardy soul. And that is a PART OF ME that i never ever want it to disappear. I swore to be a lady that can support the family in anyway, i want people to respect me and i want to be able to succeed in what i want to achieve. On a side note,
Yest. was really a tiring day though, slept at three plus four and i woke up at six plus to pay my grandpa a visit in the cemetry. Since i have shifted, the trip there was.. well pretty much closer. Its like a ten mins drive away. Glad that the weather on the day itself and the day before was dry. Therefore the greens there aint like muddy or watery. So its quite a pleasent trip. What did surprised me was there is this van over there which is selling drinks! Its quite a rare chance to see that, and i wondered, will he earn alot like that? But it comes to a conclusion that, no he's not going to earn alot, because the visit there is short enough for "nowadays vistor" and provided, no adult actually brought their younger generation like my mum did though. So chances are, its not that profitable.
So i do have some plan for my new life in polytechnic, yet because of little determination in me, i at times wonder will it be something impossible to carry out with. I have long and yearn for a more packed-up life as i love feeling busy always! But im always stuck in dilemma that whether a picking a sport CCA will be wise as my course would require much committment. I simply do not wish to divert necessary attention to other area of interest instead of studies(which is rather important at this point of time)
At some point of times, i envy my friends' life! They seems so carefree and have plenty of times to enjoy their life in poly or even JC. While im here, going to strive for a brighter future in order to be ready to provide a better life for my family members. Let alone having to support my sister for her future studies in the future. Everything seems to be hard to achieve, and i felt that im always an underachiever. Oh my, life ahead would be so stress.
But i will no deny that, without this life of mine, i will not be who i am now. Everything may seems difficult, yet i believe what i learnt from all that will be far more worth it. So why compare? since at the end of the day, life will be fair in either ways.
Having the urge to talk about Katy Perry's Part of me, inspiring enough and it speaks what's on my mind. Seeing that she have cut her hair in the mv and join the US Marines seriously makes me boiled with passion. How i wish i can be like her. And i told myself, one day i will have my hair snip off, and enjoy my life as a hardy soul. And that is a PART OF ME that i never ever want it to disappear. I swore to be a lady that can support the family in anyway, i want people to respect me and i want to be able to succeed in what i want to achieve. On a side note,
US MARINES ROCKS!
